Courageous Hope

Any area of your life that does not glisten with hope is under the influence of a lie.

To become known March 26, 2011

Filed under: Supernatural Living — Shayla @ Courageous Hope @ 11:12 pm
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Something I’ve been thinking about lately is the name of God. It occurred to me that “god” is used in a variety of religions to refer to different deities. I think I would prefer to be more specific when I pray or speak of God, calling Him by His specific name. He does after all know my name, shouldn’t I know His? Of course I do know of the names of God, but rarely use them in general conversation or writing.

(I would also like to avoid any confusion. For example, when people carry signs that say things like “god hates gays”, I would prefer them to use whatever specific god they are referring to, because I know for certain they are not talking about my God, the one true God who is love. And…. Well that could be another whole blog post….)

As I begin to chew this over I begin to see and hear of others talking about the same thing, and maybe it’s the same phenomenon that happens when you get a new car you start seeing the exact same car everywhere, but I think there is more to it.  God wants to make His name known and so He is tugging on hearts to know His name.

I want to know His name and there is much I would like to share about it but one of the first things I read as I began a journey to dive into the names of God caused me to pause, as I read on one of the names of God- Jehovah:

“Jehovah is translated as “The Existing One” or “Lord.” The chief meaning of Jehovah is derived from the Hebrew word Havah meaning “to be” or “to exist.” It also suggests “to become” or specifically “to become known” – this denotes a God who reveals Himself unceasingly.” (source here)

This struck me, first because names have so much meaning, what we call something, or someone, so often reveals what it is or who they are.  The name of God is no different, it is not haphazard, His name(s) reveal more of who He is. It also struck me how very true this is, that God reveals Himself unceasingly. I’ve been walking with Jehovah my entire life and I am always learning more about Him.  He is always revealing Himself, making Himself known in new ways. I do not know Jehovah, but I am constantly knowing Him more. There are layers and layers of Jehovah that we have not even touched yet. He is ALWAYS revealing himself.

But often we want to put an Infinitely Large God in a box small enough to wrap our heads around to think that we know Him. But He will not be boxed in. Jehovah will not be defined by our finite minds. We will not fully comprehend Him, because He will constantly be revealing more and more of Himself for all eternity.

Those who rely on doctrine and theology to understand God, might think they have it figured out. The Bible says “this”, which means “this” and therefore God is like “this” end of story. Oh but it is not! He is always revealing more. But if we think we understand or have it figured out we might stop pursuing Him further because we think we have found Him, we stop praying for more veils to be lifted, we stop going deeper because with think “this” is what it is to walk with God, “this” is who He is.

All our studying of God and scripture should always lead us to Jehovah Himself, His very presence and encounters with Him that give us fresh revelation of Him. Otherwise we are just seeking more knowledge. (You know like the tree of knowledge? The one in the Garden, the one that when they ate from it led to death and the fall of all mankind?) Knowledge, without the Life of Holy Spirit breathing on it to give us revelation that leads us deeper into the heart of Jehovah, is just……death.

I want to choose Life, I want to eat from the Tree of Life. So I am on a journey asking Jehovah to open my eyes to see, my ears to hear and my heart to receive Him in His fullness, as He constantly reveals Himself.

Jehovah, take me deeper, peel back the layers of my own heart and reveal more of your heart to me.

Jehovah wants to reveal more of Himself to you today….just ask Him…

 

Love has a smell March 21, 2011

Filed under: Gratitude,Parenting,Spirituality — Shayla @ Courageous Hope @ 3:49 pm
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Last night my four-year-old princess with the big brown eyes leans over to smell her brother’s pajamas I had just put on him, the hand-me-down from his cousin Aslan.

“I’m smelling him to see if his jammies smell like Aslan,” she says.

I laugh.

She confidently exclaims, “You know each family has a smell.”

“Oh yeah? What does our family smell like?” I say.

Her Daddy jokingly asks, “Do we smell like bacon?” we all laugh.

“No, I know what our family smells like.”

Then she leans in to me secretively and very important-like whispers one word:

“Love”

She says our family smells like love.

My heart melts and expands simultaneously.

Our family with all our ups and downs? With a mama who can be so impatient, so inconsistent, sometimes downright aggravated and by the way a terrible housekeeper? Some how this sweet girl, the one whose name means Beautiful Grace, the one who extends the meaning of her name to us every day, some how she smells love in our family?

I am humbled and I am blessed that we have created a culture of love in this little family, a love that smells.

I wonder… what does love smell like?

Maybe it’s in the gifts…

74.            Homemade marshmallows, campfires and old friends.

75.            The smell of coffee in the morning.

76.            Field trips to learn and grow and play

77.            My mother and sister and the anniversary of their births!

78.            The boy with a smile that takes over his face.

79.            Big brown curious and loving eyes.

80.            A groom that prays with me.

81.            Friends that pray for me.

82.            That God still speaks, and he is speaking to me.

83.            Free Italian Ice day!!

84.            My four year old with bright red lips tongue and teeth from very cherry fun.

85.            A family that smells like love.

So what do you think love smells like?

 

Hope Groans… March 15, 2011

Filed under: Gratitude,Hope,Spirituality,Supernatural Living — Shayla @ Courageous Hope @ 10:26 am
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All around us we are bombarded on all sides by news of earthquakes, tsunamis, political unrest, pure chaos and havoc around the globe. Viewing images of such brokenness, such grief, a world so very much not as it should be I am tempted to despair.

But my heart moves forward in hope.

As I prayed for all the cracked and drowning places of the world this week I was reminded of Romans 8…

19 For the creation waits in eager expectation for the children of God to be revealed… 22 We know that the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time.”

All creation groans….

I churn this over in my heart …

Even the earth itself knows things are not as they should be. That this planet is fallen and awaiting it’s redemption and full glory. All creation is groaning, not in hopelessness, but in longing, groaning in expectation of redemption, freedom and glory. For all to be made new again. Childbirth pains are not in vain, but rather eager expectation of the child to come, despite the pain, childbirth is full of hope.

But I read this over and over; there is something there …. “For the children of God to be revealed”. I read various translations… I take apart the meaning….

Children, or Sons is from the Greek “huios” – “primarily this word stresses the quality and essence of one so resembling another that distinctions between the two are indiscernible…. the dignity of the relationship with God whereunto men are brought by the Holy Spirit when they believe on the Lord Jesus Christ.”

To be revealed or manifest- from the Greek word “apokalupsis”- “the root word means to take off the cover, to unveil. This word depicts the progressive and immediate unveiling of the otherwise unknown and unknowable God to His church.”

As I think on this I wonder…

Could it be that we not only hope for the complete redemption of this broken earth and of our own broken bodies but we hope…courageously….for now… for this constant process of the Holy Spirit working in us… to unveil Christ in us? The Holy Spirit causing in us to be like Jesus?

That all creation groans in pain for the sons and daughters of God to walk in the fullness of their identity as his children?

That God will be revealed to us when he is unveiled in us?

That the radical change we long to see in the world lies within our own hearts being full of compassion, love and grace, our own lives being laid down for others, our own eyes seeing what the Father is doing and doing that, partnering with God in the healing of the sick and the freeing of the captives?

Could it be that the healing of this planet and of our own hearts lies in our true identity as sons and daughters of God being revealed and therefore revealing God himself?

That this unveiling is the unveiling of the true Bride of Christ?

Could it be that the birth pains are the labor of the Bride of Christ being born?

…And that we have only to surrender to the process?

As I continue to mull all this over in my heart I cling to hope ….

24…But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what they already have? 25 But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently.”

Even now, in the midst of all of this…. we can find His gifts in the daily moments, the big and small gifts and the gratitude for them. Gratitude that opens our eyes to hope and joy. It may seem insignificant or trite in the midst of others who are suffering so much… but we have to continue to see the gifts he gives us all day, because seeing the gifts gives us the vision to hope for that which we cannot see. This hope and vision opens our hearts to Holy Spirit working in us to become the agents of change that all creation is groaning for.

So once again I join the community counting to one thousand…..

57.            The fact that I am actually enjoying and loving where I live right now. (Something I once thought would be impossible).

58.            Spectacular weather…. I mean… it has been amazing.

59.            A rich spiritual heritage for myself and my children… we are blessed.

60.            That Jehovah Jirah is the one who sees and sees to it every day for my family and me.

61.            Blue jays and cardinals at the birdfeeder.

62.            Friendships all over the world.

63.            The gift and privilege of time with my children.

64.            The gift and privilege of building relationships with my children.

65.            Good health.

66.            Family that laughs together.

67.            Dreaming big….

68.            A little encouragement along the way.

69.            Dreams.

70.            Baby kisses.

71.            Big girl kisses.

72.            That my God has a name… and he is making his name known… to me and to others….

73.            Birthday parties and cookouts and Sunday afternoons on the patio with family.

 

Did you know? March 10, 2011

Filed under: Spirituality,Supernatural Living — Shayla @ Courageous Hope @ 10:57 pm
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There is a truth I’m not sure everyone knows or believes but I need to declare it from the rooftops…. Or at least just from this little old blog here.

Did you know?

God is GOOD!

And God will hound you with his great LOVE and his GOODNESS.

If you haven’t already, one day you will have a love encounter with God that will blow all ideas you’ve ever had of God right out the stained glass window.

God loves you. Not in the cheesy-smiley-face-bumper-sticker way, but in a way that is deep and passionate and consuming. He is obsessively, over his heels in love with you. He delights in you. His arms are wide open to embrace you, love you, and be with you. Right where you are, just the way you are. You can’t make him love you less. You have never done anything that has changed his love for you. Other people’s love has changed because of things you’ve done, but not God’s. His love for you is unchanging and unmoving. He is with you. He has not gone anywhere.

He loves you …not in theory…but for real. You can’t even do anything to make Him love you more. He thinks you are beautiful, precious and of great value. He made you that way. And He longs for you, oh how he longs for your heart to be connected to His heart. Not when you change this or that, or stop doing this thing and start doing that thing. But right now. He loves you. God desires to share things with you, to speak to you, to show you the goodness of his heart, a heart full of joy, peace, hope, immense love… and so much more… all for you.

The God of the universe has a crazy, outrageous, ridiculous love for YOU!

 

Toilet Water & Thankfulness March 7, 2011

So the other day I heard the squeals of joy coming from the other room along with what sounded like splashing water. By the time I arrived I caught my 17-month-old son getting out of the toilet. His shoes, socks and shorts were dripping, drenched in toilet water. My biggest regret was not arriving a minute earlier with a camera in hand to capture the moment of him standing in the toilet. (Luckily water was the only thing in the toilet, besides my son of course).

Then as the day went on and I was reflecting on his hilarious, albeit gross, move I realized how much pleasure and joy my son was having playing in toilet water. Something us adults would easily overlook as just plain gross.   (I know, I know, it really is gross). But it got me thinking of all the things we can learn from our children.

This toilet splashing incident taught me to relish in the moment and find joy even in the yucky parts of life. :-)

As I was beginning this blog I was importing several posts from an older blog and a lot of the posts were from my first year of mothering. As I read them over I realized what a wild journey the last 4 years and 8 months have been since I became “mommy”.

All the while I thought I have been raising them, but really my children are growing me up. Teaching me so much about life and molding character into me. My children are teaching me to be more patient, to slow down, to be more giving, to think of others before I think of myself. Because before we can teach our children to walk with God we must take those steps ourselves, before we can teach them to be kind and patient we must allow our own rough edges to be smoothed away. We teach them by the way we live and having children has made me more fully alive, bringing me into the present moment with a heart wide open.

My children have tamed my tongue, expanded my heart and deepened my soul.  They have reminded me of the pure wonderment of creation. They have increased my compassion. They have shown me joy and pleasure in the moment.

And so the moments of thankfulness continue……

41.            My sweet girl pointing to each and every picture in the nature guide book and asking me to read the name of each and every one.

42.            Family cuddle time

43.            After bath play time

44.            Finding my children taking pleasure and joy in those things we adults always overlook.

45.            The osprey flying with a fish in his talons.

46.            The rain

47.            My husband singing & rocking the baby.

48.            Bella setting the table.

49.            An understanding husband.

50.            Park day!

51.            Dancing children

52.            Coffee with great women

53.            Grace, grace, grace.

54.            Spring in Florida

55.            Potluck dinners

56.            Coffee ☺

 

Some days… the bird poops on your hammock March 4, 2011

Filed under: Gratitude,Life,musings — Shayla @ Courageous Hope @ 6:07 pm
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Some days… the bird poops on your hammock.

And some days your son slaps you in the face.

And your daughter slams her bedroom door in a tantrum.

And you forget to move the clothes from the washer to the dryer and they’ve been there for 8 hours and something smells fishy.

And those special garbage pail liners for the diaper pail run out and now you have nowhere to put all the stinky diapers. And boy do they stink!

And the check doesn’t come in.

And so the bill doesn’t get paid. Again.

And you behave impatiently and unkind and immature and judgmental.

And you walk and you fall down.

But you get up and keep on dancing!

And you know what? On that very same day:

You take your eyes off of the bird poop and onto the birds flying and singing.

And you feel the breeze blowing.

And your son kisses you for no reason.

And your daughter says “Mommy I love you bigger than the whole wide world!”

And your husband comes home after working hard and holds your hand.

And you feel very full, of life, love and gratitude to a God so full of love for you.

Wealthy in all the ways that matter most.

Even on the days when the bird poops on your hammock!

 

New eyes part 2 March 1, 2011

Filed under: Gratitude,Spirituality,Supernatural Living — Shayla @ Courageous Hope @ 9:03 am
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I know I just posted on this yesterday, but I can’t get it out of my mind.  This new way of seeing is not just seeing God’s gifts but it is a way of seeing to God, it is seeing God’s face.  The reason it is a deeper gratitude is precisely because it is God-Gratitude and not Generic-Gratitude and disciplined positive, glass half-full thinking. That is why it goes deep and pulls water from the wells of joy that come from the deep God dwelling places within us.

Ann says it so well (as always)

Counting the gifts, one thousand gifts, isn’t an Oprah kind of gratitude. It isn’t a new age kind of feel-good exercise. It isn’t trendy. It isn’t pop culture. And it definitely isn’t comfortable.

Counting one thousand gifts is to live the radical thanks of Christ. It’s about an exercise in the age to come coming now and finding comfort in the Comforter. It’s the culture of believers really believing, the culture of God and the Blood of the Lamb.

This world doesn’t need Oprah gratitude like it needs Jesus gratitude. The kind that gives thanks for the bread and the nails, for the fire that refines and the blood that saves.

That gives thanks in the pitch and the thunder, the wind and Gethsemane black, that gives thanks even staring into the face of death because it sees His face in all things, because it fiercely believes in relentless Grace and the Hound of Heaven who can’t stop pursuing in Love.

That doesn’t gives nebulous thanks to the universe, but named thanks to the King of the Universe, the Giver of All, to Him who is the only Gift, for from Him and to Him and through Him are all things.

Read her entire post here.

Jesus gratitude is learned. Slowly. The practice of putting the glasses on time after time. In the midst of the madness, the mess and the manic moments of our days. It is surrendering our minds to Jesus’ gentle touch so our mind is renewed. It is the renewed mind that gives us eyes to see to God.

One of the veils that keeps me from seeing God is ingratitude. My ungrateful heart blocks His gorgeous face from my view.

Thank you Jesus, King of the Universe for all these gifts of grace, for these eyes to see. I can’t get You out of my mind and I hope I never do.

 

 
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